i'm sorry k.
i'm really really sorry.

no words can express how sorry i am.

to you, and you.

sorry k.
i've realised how disappointed you both are in me.
its making me feel bad.

and,
i do hate myself for that.
but, its over already k.

theres nth i can do already.

i'm sorry that i'm such a disappointment.
and you both thought that i'm mentally stronger than that.

i'm sorry that i disappointed both of you.
you thought highly of me,
but i let the chance slip justlikethat.

its my fault that i've no confidence in myself.
and already predicted the results even before everything.
and now since its that way,
i've nth to say, no one to blame except myself right.

i'm sorry.
goodluck to you both tmr.
i'll be proud of you no matter what the results might be.
i've confidence in you.

sorry that i let you down.
sorry.

such a disappointment. =

am proud of calista and adel! (:
and zakaykkia. (: -beams.
and jane too, though she went into wrong buoy. ha (:
and bryan, fengyi and peishan. (: (:
so Bang.

nothing much to say also.  
dont want to say anything too.

sigh.
i dont know what i'm feeling also.
mixed feelings, disappointment.

i think i will miss everything.
blame on myself if i'm regretting.

yeah, forget it.

i guess its time to get to serious studying.
bye.

and goodluck for finals tmr, everyone! (:

oh btw, tms ppl are Verrry nice.
they wished me goodluck and knew my name too.
how sincere. haha. (: -beams.